Tuesday, December 23, 2008

23...8...4...2...1

Alright so admittedly I am terrible at updating this thing, but at least this time I have a really legitimate excuse. I have been in Switzerland and Italy for the past ten days with Internet that has been unpredictable at best. Seven of my friends and I began our intrepid travels in Geneva, where there was snow on the ground and the smell of authentic chocolate wafting through the air. Just kidding.. but Switzerland was incredible. I went there not knowing squat about the place but had a blast nonetheless. We went to the United Nations, walked to France, attended a beautiful mass in French and went out for some tasty Swiss fondu and roquette among other fun stuff.

We then took a train to Venice, where I know it is supposed to be flooded, but the rains this week took that description to a whole new level. It was freezing and wet, and I would be lying if I said that the first day was not slightly miserable. We stayed at this place called B&B Rota, which sounds lovely but in reality was little more than an old Venetian apartment turned into a little 3-roomed hostel where we could have sworn we heard gunshots during what should have been a pleasant siesta. The guy who worked at the front desk totally redeemed the entire place though when he let us sleep in until 11 the next day, which was turned out to be fun. The place is so unique and beautiful. We went to San Marco church which allegedly houses the bones of St. Mark, visited the Doge Palace where all the rich rulers lived, walked the famous Rialto bridge and saw the beautiful collection of art in the Correr Museum.

After some minor but stressful train misunderstandings, my friends and I (just four of us at this point- the other 4 went to Rome) settled down to a simple bread and cheese dinner on Italy's version of the Ave and headed to Florence, where we stayed in this adorable hostel called Leonardo's House. Expecting to be greeted by a homely little old Italian man, we were surprised and entertained by the young quirky Leonardo, who not only recommended good places to see and eat, but also gifted us with a bottle of Italian red wine when we complained about how much we had spent on vino one night. My favorite part about that leg of the trip had to be just walking the city, going to the Uffizi Museum and seeing Michelangelo's The David.

From there my friends and I took the train to a little town called La Spezia, and from there another train to Riomaggiore, the first of the five little towns of the Cinque Terre. We literally screamed when we emerged from the tunnel before the town. The rocky cliffs gave way to clear rolling waters where fisherman boats rocked gently. The little town had multicolored beautiful buildings that, as our man Rick described, leaned on each other like drunken sailors. We went, daringly, without making room arrangements. Hoping there would be some little old Italian men waiting around with cardboard signs advertising their respective little B&Bs, we were slightly shocked when we saw no such Italians. We went to the nearest travel agency and, I guess since it is considered off season right now, got an awesome deal on this beautiful little apartment right on the water. So unreal. We watched the gorgeous sunset that night then went out for some insane Italian dinner and then came back and enjoyed the vino and played cards all night. Honestly, during this entire trip we did not go out crazy like we normally do, but rather just hung out and chatted for hours and hours and it was completely perfect. The next day we hiked a good portion of the paths and it was so beautiful it was just one of those afternoons where you have to really take it all in and when you find yourself in some other uglier or harder time in life, that is the place you will want to focus back on.

That night we took a train to Milan and had just enough time in the morning to do a little sightseeing before my friends had to catch their flight back to Madrid. It was so weird seeing them go because it feels like just yesterday we all got here. Plus I do not really know Europe without my friends. I met up with my friend Emily later that day and we saw some of the major sites like the Duomo and the castle. Milan is a really cool city-- way different from the others we had seen because it was more like a big city, like a New York or Chicago.

Then the next day we took a kind-of impulsive but AMAZING trip to Verenna, one of the little towns on Lake Como, an incredibly dreamlike oasis snuggled in the mountains almost in Switzerland. George Clooney apparently has a place there too, which only adds to its appeal. We spent the first day hiking in between towns and relaxing as much as possible. Like Slick Rick says, it is such a great place to just chill and see how slow you can get your pulse to go. We ran into this one American guy and hung out at a local bar that night. The little hotel we stayed at was so sweet. It has this grandmotherly like woman running it who gave us a discount and insisted we sit down for breakfast the next morning. We took a late flight out of Milan and stayed one more night in Madrid before Em had to catch her flight back to the US of A.

I am the remaining domer from this little Euro tour, and I am writing right now from a hostel called Las Musas, where all of us stayed one of the first weekends. Admittedly I booked it because it was the cheapest, but right now all of these memories are rushing back from the semester and I am realizing how fleeting time is and how much I miss my friends that were here. I also went back to Toledo today to pick up a suitcase from my family's house. They were so awesome to keep it for me, and I have realized how much I really miss them too. Being in Toledo was so weird without all the fall kids.

One more night. My family is coming tomorrow morning, and I am like a little girl at Christmas I am so excited. Actually, that is exactly what I am. This all is so bittersweet, though. I physically cannot even listen to Christmas music because it just reminds me of home. I have not been able to last through even one, have not smelled the fresh pine from a Christmas tree, have not baked or eaten one cookie and have not watched one Christmas movie. For some reason, I just associate Christmas with home and with family. And it is not just about Christmas day, but the entire season leading up to it.. all the hype that I have totally missed out on. I have been telling my friends that we will really have to double dose it next year.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

6 DAYS

OMG not ready to say goodbye to everyone yet. And the other day my host family told me they are not ready for me to go either. It was so sweet.. partly because all along I was sure they thought I was some crazy freak they were dying to get rid of. Gracias a Díos!

Finals this week. Then Switzerland, then the family!! My friend Flannery and I also planned out our Sound of Music 2009 Germany/Austria tour. I cannot believe this life is real.

Had a phone interview the other night for that one internship I am trying to get through ND in Chicago. I think all went well. I am not 100% comfortable with questions like "How do you describe your leadership style?" just because I feel like everything I say sounds so scripted and cliché. Who knows. Also might have faltered a bit when they asked me, in Spanish, how I plan to apply my faith to the Chicago Latino community. (what?!) Anything else in Spanish, and I would have been just dandy. Crossing my fingers. 

Have I mentioned how much I hate money?

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Fall despedidas in less than 2 weeks??

Yes. I cannot believe it either. In less than two weeks, I will have said goodbye to my Toledo fall Domers and will be on a plane to Geneva. A few friends and I are traveling to Switzerland and Italy, going from Venice to Florence to Cinque Terre to Milan. It is a small group going, and it will be so weird to go without a bunch of the friends I have been traveling with this semester, but I am so excited nonetheless. This huge dorky part of me will be fulfilling my inner Rick Steves as I hike those five little Italian cities (that was one of my fav episodes of RS on PBS actually.) I am so proud to say that I will be one well-traveled individual after this year.

Being an American Studies major, I had this huge fear that after I got back from a year of reading nothing but Spanish and taking classes only in Spanish, I would somehow forget how to conduct my studies in English, so I started reading again for pleasure— in English (which I more or less never do during the school year.) Maybe it was the Crime and Detection class I took freshman year, or maybe because they are such easy reads, but I have been really into murder mysteries and books of the like lately. Sounds weird I know but it feels good again to be able to read a page in less than ten minutes (OK I am exaggerating but reading in Español seriously does take me forever.)

On another note, I think it is hilarious how we Americans have these preconceived notions of Europe being this place on instantaneous love, no matter where or when. I honestly was of that mentality originally as well. I keep hearing these stories of people "falling in love" in Spain, etc. My friend's host parents met because her madre, at the time an American student in Madrid, visited Toledo and fell for this random dude who talked to her in the street— a random dude who would, just years later, become her husband. She would move her life from the US here to Toledo to be with him and later host American students, to whom she would relay this story of, more or less, love at first sight. So I guess I understand why these romantic mentalities still exist, but in reality you run into SO many creeps and nasties wherever you go in Europe (k I am not being fair— there are obviously a fair share in America also obviously.) I think I have just run into too many here unfortunately. 

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving

Today is Thanksgiving. Aka not that big of a deal in Spain, but since I have Facebook, I obviously end up reading everyone's statuses about going home for Thanksgiving, and it makes me so nostalgic about T-giving with the fam. Waking up uncomfortably early to run in the Turkey Trot, attempting to help cook stuff, passing out later in the day while watching something like Miracle on 34th Street, probably playing Scrabble with the fam, eating leftover turkey. I especially miss it this year because the fam is in South Bend for the first time in a few years. All the SB friends are obviously home, and I miss everyone so much. 

I am starting to realize how much easier spring semester will be. No family holidays we will be reminiscing and crying about here. I should say Easter, but I also have not been home for Easter in like three years. In the spring, I will be more or less on the same wavelength as everyone else in the fact that we all will be leaving April 28. I am looking forward to the fact that I will know this language so well at the beginning of a new semester. I will definitely not be as lost as before! Although this is hard, especially, I think, during this coming month, I am so happy I did this. I am beginning to realize that I am just getting comfortable here, especially with talking. I am really not ready to go yet. It is going to make the going home all the sweeter. 

They are making some special dinner for us tonight— la Celebración de Acción de Gracias. Weird. I have seen turkey here in Spain like twice. 

Monday, November 24, 2008

DUBS

Just got back from Dublin last night. I could not tell you all we did. In all these other European cities we do so much walking around and site seeing and getting lost and all that but this weekend the only one touristy thing we did was go to the Guinness factory (which was SO fun- we sat and sipped for 2 hours with an incredible view of the city up in the Gravity Bar.) We all had some friends who are studying there, so it was so much fun to hang out with other ND kids and also to see the game Saturday night with them (which was NOT quite as cool of an outcome as I would have hoped.) Saturday night though, after the game, was one of the most fun nights we have had in Europe. I can't tell you why, either. I think the Dublin kids got wind that we are the "crazy" ones who stay out till all hours and love to dance, so they took us to this really fun but super crowded pub. It was one of those completely carefree good clean fun nights. Have to say all in all I LOVE Dublin, mainly just for the time spent with my friends. 

Tried to wake up today at 10 and physically could not lift myself out of bed I was that tired. I think I am sick too. I am sure all the rain this weekend did not help much. My friend and I are planning a Austria-Germany trip complete with a Sound of Music tour. As much as I totally miss America, I am starting to love more and more this surreal life I live. It really is the craziest break from reality I have ever experienced. I have no real obligations, no drama, no stress. Maybe I should? oops. Don't worry I am still doing fine in school, padres. 



Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ho ho ho

I was sitting (no, standing) on the bus on my way to school, listening to my iPod, which I had put on shuffle. What comes on but Vince Guaraldi's Charlie Brown Christmas album. I quickly pressed skip but the sound of the little kids singing Hark the Herald Angels Sing stuck in my head and all day kept thinking about Christmas at home with my family. The days leading up to the big day, when all we do is sit by the fire and drink coffee and hot chocolate. It makes me so sad to think that we will not be at home for Christmas.

I can't help but think of, however, our first Christmas in Charlotte. I thought it would suck so much because we were not at what I thought was my home, in South Bend. It was wonderful, actually, and I remember feeling totally at home. It was not sleeping in my own bed, though, that made it home and it was not the fact that we had to wait forever at the top of the stairs while Mom and Dad "get stuff ready" downstairs and it was not the fact that my sister busted into my room at 6 am to wake me up. It was the fact that I was with my family that made it special.

This entire time I have been whining and loathing in self-pity at the fact that I won't be at my house for Christmas. I have been thinking that it will be sad and different, but in reality I think it might be the best. This will have been the longest I have seen my family, and seeing them Christmas eve eve might be the sweetest gift I ever could have asked for. Really, I am coming home for Christmas in a way. 

Sorry for being so mushy. Just having one of those days. I have also been getting sick lately and I stupidly ran outside when it was like -489 degrees outside, so I am probably worse now than I was yesterday. Must buck up though because we are going to Dublin this weekend!!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

oops

I have gotten to the point lately where I want to throw away all my clothes that I brought here. Wouldn't it be so fun to start totally fresh with all new Euroclothes? I was thinking that it would be totally hilarious if I completely assimilated myself into the culture here— kind of like that girl in The Things They Carried who went totally native in Vietnam. Weird thoughts I know. I am kind of starting to love Spanish style though for some reason, and the guys' mullets are growing on me... kidding, I have not come that far yet. 

My friend and I worked really hard on preparing this philo presentation yesterday only to realize that we were supposed to do a different one. So typical. I think that when I go back to ND I am going to be in for the biggest shock of my life... actual long essays and reading hundos of paginas in English. Sublime. 

This weekend we are going to Segovia during the day Friday and then on Saturday Madrid (only for a night) but then Sunday we are staying in the city and going to a futból game. Real Madrid would have been awesome but quite frankly I am scared to death to go to one of those games. The fans can be crazy, to say the least. We are going to a Club Atletico game instead. Cannot wait! It's my host sister Ana's favorite team. The other day they called me into Ana's room to show me Google Earth, and we Googled Summerlake. Made me a little homesick.